i want that LAST ROMANCE
♥♥♥My BIG name is XIAOSAM
♥HOSTEL GIRL
♥currently UNATTACHED AND UNAVALIABLE
♥SWEET 17 on 19 october
♥wants LOVE back again
♥hangs out at KOVAN AND HOUGANG
LOVES
♥AG gans/SISTER P.S.B.T
♥Brothers and Sisters
♥Family ♥SPORTS is loved(:

♥discharge ♥6274772 ♥new phone ♥new laptop ♥finish school ♥go to SIMEI ITE ♥be a change girl ♥wants HER to be happy everyday(: -

new blog.


i miss my GIRLFRIEND!
you stupid ass i'm loving you more each day
you make me go wooo lalalaaa
i'm missing you damn badly luhh!!

it's been 2 days since i last saw you!!

u know what people i'm being a good girl.
i'm gonna listen to her i really am.
no more smoking at most one a day(:
no more weirdo friends!!


shili i am not mad neither am i siao.
i am just worried for you as a friend get that into your head!!
aubrey faster next month you're out.
i miss my BESTFRIEND!!

to dearest yvonne!!
my girlfriend didnt say anything about you so don't you ever say anything about her.
you know i love her alot!
so dont step on my tail or hers!!!

baby baby baby i miss you like fuck!!
wanna watch movie again


well i'm surpose to be happy.
but why am i feeling that something went wrong now.
idk...i can't think.

havent been blogging cause lazy and wadever reasons idk either.
concert was a blast ytd
i had a SHOCKED out of my life.
but oh wells.
things changes.

faster july!!!
bestfriend aubrey is comming out(:
shili you're damn screwed!
claudia were the hell you die too!!
what's the problem with everyone this few days.

i'm stressed out not thinking right.
everythings so damn screwed up!!
i need a break i need some peace.

if you ever see me roaming the streets
you should know i'm gonna die(:

baby ily(:


loving you is all i wanted
being in your arms made me feel loved by you
i treasure each time you were with me.
tell me i belong to you.
tell me i am yours alone.


i had a GREAT day ytd.
really enjoyed myself.
hahaaas.and you know what i am having muscle cramp now!!!
arghh!
i know you wanted to say something.but you aint telling me :/
i am bored now very bored!!
i cannot stand it.
later going back to hostel for family conference and i know i am gonna DIE so badly
cause daddy is going to be there and SCREAM at me!!
i know that for sure.
really hate my family!!!
they think they know what i am going through but the fact is that i had been growing up without them all this years of my life.
i had been living around the streets since they divorce,so don't tell me what to do.
I AM OLD ENOUGH!

yeah i might be childish in some ways but my mentality is better in a way i know what is life about (:

okay i'm gonna end here cause i really got nothing to say...






u know spammer are just cowards that don't there to face and tell other people up(:
so i think the spammer should be the growing up.


this few days havent been very happy.
looks are decieving!
i had been crying like for 3 days
):
whenever things seem to be going well for us.things have to happen this way.
i aint happy.


yi jia ren is all falling apart.
yonglin didi i am really sorry.
please forgive jie.


hmms.now in class nt surpose to use blog but who cares.

my feelings for you are getting stronger but you seem so far away for me to hold you thight in my arms.
people don't want us to be together
what is your decision going to be.
i can't do this alone.
i'm already very tired....


going back to hostle later...I AM SCARED!!


agrh!!!i am very tired!!!
i can't take it anymore i am going to burst very soon.
i want youuuuuuu!!!


you know what.
what i told you ytd i wasnt lying to you.
everything meant from the bottom of my heart.
hope you like what u got today luv.
(:


i never thot loving you was so hard and tough.
but no matter wad i will still strive to get to that place.
that place that belongs to you.
i am like running a race
but not knowing what place i am in.
it seems so tired
but i kept on trying not giving up.
cause i belive one day i will touch your heart
and tell you to ur face
"I LOVE YOU"


jasper called me ytd.
hope she is fine.
what is over is over i don't wanna think about our past anymore.
don't make me upset again.
cause the wounds you had left are slowly healing.
all i know i wont love you anymore.
as someone has already taken that place deep in my heart(:
but whenever you need me for help at this point of time.
i'm just a phone call away you know that.
13 JUNE 2008---09 OCT 2008
not that girl you once knew and not the girl who u once love.



I LOVE YOU LUV.
you know that very well.
but it seems to be one sided.at times i really don't know what to do.
am i doing the right or wrong thing.
i feels so weird not knowing what you are thinking.


you blew me off my feet whenever you are near.
u touched my heart whenever i look at you.
each hug you gave it was memorable.
but having you makes me feel love
that uncontrollable love that is found again.
each time you worry me i don't mind.
i just want you to be safe and happy at all times.
(:


love is selfish