Friday, May 15, 2009
- 5/15/2009 11:28:00 AM
i never knew i would love you so much.
you made me thought of you every second that goes by.
you didnt come today.
i am worried for you.not a single msg yet from you.are you okay luv.
haishh...hope you are alrights.
YOU ARE NO MISTAKE WHEN I CHOSE YOU!(:ytd spended the whole day with nicolette and bob(:
as usual we had fun though it was quiet saddening for somethings life still have to go on for everyone.
to my lil brother JUSTIN:
didi life goes on no point hanging onto something which you know you cant keep.
yeah u love her alot.but if she wants to let go we as ur "family" cannot do anything to help u two.
me and howie felt sad to see you like that ytd.we very much wanna help but this is you two de relationship i know it's painful but you got to be strong lil one.
jiejie and the rest of the family will always be there for you(:
reached home at about 9pm like that bathe and talked on the phone to ernest awhile cause he was shagg abt some things(:
but cause i saw luv's msg i put down the phone:X
SORRY AHH ERNEST DA KORKOR!!
hahaas,u say you small but u know what you are still OLDER than me.
stupid bob and nic joke with me say what i like ernest WTH!!!
I DON'T(:cause i love LUV(:you are the one who makes me smile each day.
you're the one who gives me the meaning of living each day.
you are the reason that i am still holding onto this world.
you are the one that keeps me running.
cause you are the one who keep my heart beating.
i never thought i would have this feeling back again.
you're my world at this point of time.
i need you now.
i need your hugs.
this point i am breaking down.
i never going back.
i hate my life.
as tears flow down right now at this time.
as i think about it only you can make me alright.
but if anything happens to me.
luv don't wait for me.
i'm sorry.i just hope you will wait for me till the time is right.
but always remember.i love you.you're always in my heart.
I AM NOT GOING BACK STOP FORCING ME!!
